getting pulled in so many different directions, dont know how to think. overwhelmed stressed insanely axiety ridden. no one can understand or even begin to grasp the concept of confusion that goes on a daily basis. never had my heart and my head fight this bad, this rough, clashing. no middleground anywhere in site, nothing.. for the first time in my life i dont have a solution to a problem. stuck between a god damn bolder and the hardest place. so lost, so so so lost. sometimes i just want to run away from it all, fleaing is never the answer; i know better. im not the type of person to take the easy way out. i have to finish what i started. i need to find myself in this mess. more then a sticky situation, running a muck, shit gone wiiiiiiiild. losing insite, forgetting who i am, or who i was? trying to grab hold of my sanity & stabability. alone. always. independent. terrified but still striving. it’ll all be over soon, the outcome- questionable? uncertainty attached to my hip. the hatred i have for unanswered questions couldnt be any stronger then it is at this moment.
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